MY first week of cover driver is behind me.Why do i feel so miserable? Third day hit me hard depression came around and knocked me down.I felt like i was seeing happy people all around except me.Worst was around 6 clock when everyone was with their family seeing them thru window them enjoying life yet i was miserable.
my recommendation, stop being a creeper and looking through their windows
. Depression hit you hard after the 3rd day because you came to the realization that it's harder than you thought. Learning a new area and fighting a sucky load on the back of the truck will make you feel miserable, it will frustrate any one, and that frustration turns to sadness or a feeling of being beat down about the time the sun goes down.
Also, after day 8, you kind of go numb and forget you have a family.