Hmmm, I would feel offended if you didn't hide on the Internet like a sissy. Any time you want to compare what I have done for the members vs. you please let me know. If not then STFU. Now, Here is a prayer I have held dear for about 30 years. You should learn it.
Lord Jesus, teach me to be generous;
teach me to serve you as you deserve,
to give and not to count the cost,
to fight and not to heed the wounds,
to toil and not to seek for rest,
to labor and not to seek reward,
except that of knowing that I do your will.
Amen.