This is what a christian is. Jesus came to save sinners, I am a sinner, I trust that what God says is true, as to why he sent his son. To die in my place, and he did, and God rose him from the dead three days later, as proof that God the father was satisfied that the sin debt had been paid, fully and completely.
I never mentioned a Christian way of life Mak, and when you say I am hiding, you couldn't be more correct. I'm covered, I'm hiding under the shed blood of the lamb of God. I'm still a piece of the dog stuff I stepped in but I'm a forgiven piece. It's free amigo. And stop on the how I am now, You have absolutely no clue how I used to be.
Peace brugh, is that how you say it?