What's more important to you op? What you saw through the window or the money?
This job will not allow you to have your cake and eat it too, that's just the fact of the matter.
Be honest with yourself about what you want. There is no wrong answer to that question. Neither option is better than the other, they're just different. Although some know-it-alls will tell you otherwise. Best of luck in whatever you choose, I hope you find what makes you happy. In the meantime, the next time it gets dark, and you're hungry, and you got a lot of stops left, and you see all these happy people.... Tighten your belt, turn your game face on, and tell yourself whatever you have to say to keep your spirits up.