OK, if you say so. Oppression is personified in Fred S, and "conflicted" is personified in your various reactions to being oppressed. Me, I'm an angry bastard about it, and I wouldn't put Smith out if he was on fire and I had to use a rake. At least I'm clear on where I'm at with FedEx, and I'll be retiring here in the USA, because I worked my ass off to always have a second income.
Sigh, we aren't oppressed. Lied to, screwed over, hardly oppressed. And I've repeatedly challenged them over what they are doing in meetings in front of coworkers. I've identified myself several times here and was called a fool by R1a for doing so because surely they'd get rid of me. Still here. The oppressors must be waiting to spring a big surprise on me. But I'm a poor man with health issues so I take what's doled out while making exit plans. The time has come to move on. You'll still be railing against a system you can't beat but if that's your idea of a great retirement go ahead. I can tell you about places with great climates, beautiful scenery, established English speaking expat communities, modern communications, and yet you'd rather stick with a declining country that's too expensive, has massive debt, crappy weather and predatory employers. And you call me "conflicted"!!