Yes. I realize that.
Now answer this: what difference does it make if I lose my investment? That’s kinda the chance I’ve taken over the years. Am I afraid? Not particularly.
If this were 10 years ago, I may well have been suicidal. But not now. Contracting with this company is what I do. It’s not who I am. I happen to be pretty damn good at what I do and I imagine I could put together a pretty good resume should the day when I find it necessary to separate permanently from X.
Does that surprise you? It shouldn’t. I may have invested too much time and money in X but I can’t say I didn’t reap some pretty cool rewards. I’ve made good money over the years. I’ve been at nearly every school function of my three kids as they’ve grown up. I’ve gotten to spend countless hours volunteering at a soccer club. I’ve met some great people at X. One of my best friends there is a Trumpster former hog farmer. He and I would do anything for each other. Great family man, idiot as far as politics goes
. But I really value that we have those differences and yet are such close friends. You don’t see that everywhere these days.
So if my days with X are numbered, so be it. I certainly won’t look at them with bitterness or anger. Life’s too short for that.