Dude, you are nuts, bruised fruit.
I asked you, after you claimed to be "in the loop"?
Yielded to your proclaimed expertise and asked you to share.
Then you go off in some sort of flashback rant, in multiple incoherent posts.
I, for sure, won't ever feel stupid over anything you say, think, or feel.
All I will ever feel for you....is sorry.
Yours is a sad story.