Am I loosing it?

[UpstateNYUPSer(Ret)]

Been there before. I doesn't turn out to good when that stop doesn't get anything and you don't know you still have to go there because other people are waiting there for you.

You only "have" to go to the stops that are either in EDD or in your pickup log. Any "arrangements" the bid driver has with his customers should not concern you as a cover driver.