Best of luck GB. You made the decision which best fits yours and your families needs. Many of us here wanted you to press forward for what was right(back pay, full restoration of benefits, etc.). The hurt you feel inside, for the injustice you believe they hurled at you, will go away with time. How you handle yourself now is your choice. You can't hold a grudge, it will only linger and at some point boil over into something worse. I'm sure, based on what you have posted here, that you will continue to strive to give your customers, whom have nothing to do with UPSs actions, the best possible service you can give them.