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Frankie's Friend

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It's because they hide behind their anonymous online persona.
Don't take anything serious here because they do not and nothing that anybody posts in here matters.
It has never been read by people that matter.
You matter and Drive matters...to me.
Because behind every punch of a key there's a real human being that cared enough to interject or respond to someone else whether it be for good or bad reasons.

This day will never be lived again and it seems like it ought to mean something when the sun goes down.

I had a good friend commit suicide recently. I had a feeling that I should reach out to them a few days before they died and so I went to their home and knocked on the door but no one answered. I should've gone back until I could touch base with them face to face, knowing they were going through a hard time but I thought everything would be ok in time.
It makes me sick to think about it when it flashes through my mind ... weekly.

I don't take much for granted now. Even posting to someone I don't know. I'm not perfect and fail as I've said before, but I'm not what I used to be either for what that is worth, thank God.
 

Old Man Jingles

Rat out of a cage
Superficial like believing in some myth?
Nope ... as in your thoughts and observations.

su·per·fi·cial
ˌso͞opərˈfiSHəl/
adjective
  1. existing or occurring at or on the surface.
    "the building suffered only superficial damage"
    synonyms: surface, exterior, external, outer, outside, slight
    "superficial burns"
    • situated or occurring on the skin or immediately beneath it.
      "the superficial muscle groups"
    • appearing to be true or real only until examined more closely.
      "the resemblance between the breeds is superficial"
      synonyms: apparent, seeming, outward, ostensible, cosmetic, slight
      "a superficial resemblance"
 

Old Man Jingles

Rat out of a cage
I had a good friend commit suicide recently. I had a feeling that I should reach out to them a few days before they died and so I went to their home and knocked on the door but no one answered. I should've gone back until I could touch base with them face to face, knowing they were going through a hard time but I thought everything would be ok in time.
It makes me sick to think about it when it flashes through my mind ... weekly.

I don't take much for granted now. Even posting to someone I don't know. I'm not perfect and fail as I've said before, but I'm not what I used to be either for what that is worth, thank God.
Serenity Prayer
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference."

You can't change that so learn from it and move on.
I'm sure you have much better reasons to beat yourself up.
 

ColdHarvest

Well-Known Member
Nope ... as in your thoughts and observations.

su·per·fi·cial
ˌso͞opərˈfiSHəl/
adjective
  1. existing or occurring at or on the surface.
    "the building suffered only superficial damage"
    synonyms: surface, exterior, external, outer, outside, slight
    "superficial burns"
    • situated or occurring on the skin or immediately beneath it.
      "the superficial muscle groups"
    • appearing to be true or real only until examined more closely.
      "the resemblance between the breeds is superficial"
      synonyms: apparent, seeming, outward, ostensible, cosmetic, slight
      "a superficial resemblance"


Ummmm... "appearing to be true or real only until examined more closely."
 

ColdHarvest

Well-Known Member
You matter and Drive matters...to me.
Because behind every punch of a key there's a real human being that cared enough to interject or respond to someone else whether it be for good or bad reasons.

This day will never be lived again and it seems like it ought to mean something when the sun goes down.

I had a good friend commit suicide recently. I had a feeling that I should reach out to them a few days before they died and so I went to their home and knocked on the door but no one answered. I should've gone back until I could touch base with them face to face, knowing they were going through a hard time but I thought everything would be ok in time.
It makes me sick to think about it when it flashes through my mind ... weekly.

I don't take much for granted now. Even posting to someone I don't know. I'm not perfect and fail as I've said before, but I'm not what I used to be either for what that is worth, thank God.


Your ability as a friend is as crappy as your English.
 
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Frankie's Friend

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Serenity Prayer
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference."

You can't change that so learn from it and move on.
I'm sure you have much better reasons to beat yourself up.
I learned.

And I also found out that the little things can kill as quickly as the obvious ones when perceived hope is gone.
 
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Frankie's Friend

Guest
How many of your besties offed themselves? Noticing a.trend here.
Just one. They weren't my best friend whereas I have many that I would call friends like close family. But nonetheless, they were a very honest and upright person and they had many friends because of those attributes.
 
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ColdHarvest

Well-Known Member
Just one. They weren't my best friend whereas I have many that I would call friends like close family. But nonetheless, they were a very honest and uptight person and they had many friends because of those attributes.


You need to legit go back and read what you've posted...
 
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