Someone once told me, in all their adventures and careers and success and failures, one thing remained certain: they were broke when they were rich, and broke when they were poor. I don't think it matters how much money you have or what you'd do with a million dollars.. it's more important how you manage what you have (imo) and more complex than that. But seriously, stop waving your pubes, microman.
Since you've done the same thing for "40 years" and you've gotten no where. Is this your new training for grumpy old men? Retirement community manager? Funny that you're "all about you" but truthfully you can't be all about you and still love fedex so much and the "team" effort everyone is supposed to have. People probably finally started ignoring you and you've found new steam to troll around the forum.
You're probably walking around on the clock, not doing the job you should be doing, stealing time to post lame drivel on the forum. You're the one that needs change.