The spike protein that floats freely in the blood, after the gene therapy "vaccine" turns your cells into spike protein factories (while the mRNA mixes with and alters your DNA) can cross the blood/brain barrier. My guess is they are destroying synapses left and right. Most people didn't have that many to spare.
Also, there's mass formation psychosis, which makes people believe "two weeks to flatten the curve", even after two years of nada. Or that masks work, when they clearly don't. Or that drug approval generally takes a decade, and most of the ones that get approved end up the subject of a class action lawsuit for the death and injury they cause. Or that Pharma companies routinely pay gigantic, multi-billion dollar fines for lying about their products and bribing doctors to prescribe them. If any of this sounds shocking to you, you are probably suffering from mass formation psychosis. I would suggest you seek help, but all APA therapists now believe little boys can be little girls, and vice versa, so there is probably no one who can help you. May God have mercy on your soul.